Ephemirangel

GOD ! WHY ?? I STILL FEEL LIKE THIS.......

2009-04-18T09:40:00.011+08:00

GOD

God I feel like HELL.
please frgv my SINS,
'coz I aren't repeating it AGAIN.

WHY ??
Why am I NUMB?
I dnt CRY!
It arnt PAINFUL no more.

I STILL...
I STILL LOVE,
MISS,
n WANT HIM.

FEEL...
Feel like Im losing MYSELF.
So FARAWAY,
from the REALITY.

LIKE
T's like the END.
Hopeless-wordless.
Sugarless-Salt less.

THIS
This isn't me!
it aren't me !
HE gave me nothing,
but palm full of.....
BROKEN PROMISES N' DREAMs!

owww.... I jus couldnt help it.. this feeling is makin me ILL :@....:S sory fr bein soo stupid enough t post this !

ART of GRADING !!!

2009-03-29T21:28:00.009+08:00

tOday I read this n thought wowwww.. how wd it b like if the professors really did this :D:D durin final exams...

Here is a list of the ways professors grade their final exams:

DEPT OF STATISTICS:
- All grades are plotted along the normal bell curve.

DEPT OF PSYCHOLOGY:
- Students are asked to blot ink in their exam books, close them and turn them
in. The professor opens the books and assigns the first grade that comes to
mind.

DEPT OF HISTORY:
- All students get the same grade they got last year.

DEPT OF PHILOSOPHY:
- What is a grade?

LAW SCHOOL:
- Students are asked to defend their position of why they should receive an
A.

DEPT OF MATHEMATICS:
- Grades are variable.

DEPT OF LOGIC:
- If and only if the student is present for the final and the student has
accumulated a passing grade then the student will receive an A else the student
will not receive an A.

DEPT OF COMPUTER SCIENCE:
- Random number generator determines grade.

MUSIC DEPARTMENT:
- Each student must figure out his grade by listening to the instructor play
the corresponding note. (+ and - would be sharp and flat respectively)

hmm.. mihen ves vaanama to ol subs !! :S

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhh !!!!!!!

2009-03-20T22:42:00.004+08:00

Feels like my heads gona burst !!!
Damn, it hurts soo badly !
Its not that im sick ..(I hope so)

sometimes just our minds are out of our control !!
memories of past spoils my day like a rooten apple :@

Y is it distracting me whenever I try to live in peace !
Memories Memories Memories Memories Memories Memories

I'll update my blog as soon as I am done with this hell of life !!!!
jus too busy wt studies these days ! catch you guys soon ! :S
with something useful :s

Sleeping pill !!!

2009-03-07T18:25:00.007+08:00

Feels like this is a curse!!!

The moment I open my books to study ( or read anything related to it) my unconscious mind make me feel sleepy !! its like I take a sleeping pill.
The nerve in brain send signals which make my eyes tired and closes my mind,
though how much i read nothing reaches from my eyes to the brain.. wonder what barrier comes in between.

The only thing that can help me at this moment is coffee , coffee and more coffee...and music
I can listen to songs !!! (for as long as I want ) :@

I feel bad because deep inside I really want to study, but wonder why this is happening,
I must do a research maybe regarding it , that wont make me sleepy for sure :P
but that's not whats gonna come for exam (not yet :D)

What shall I do ???
now Hanguraama eh fashann veiyje brain aa dekolha!

The art of doing NOTHING !!!

2009-03-04T05:40:00.007+08:00

XX: hi
XY : hey, mrnin, wazzup ???
XX :nothing, hama inee .
XY :ic
XX :wt abt u ?
XY :nothing,hama otee.

(This is wat i call a boring convo!!")

There goes part of our normal daily life conversation.
Nobody does anything these days :S...
Simply they just do nothing.

Grammatically, the word "nothing" is an indefinite pronoun, it refers to something. One might argue that "nothing" is a concept, and since concepts are things, the concept of "nothing" itself is a thing. *yawn*
(Wikipedia)

Nothing means nothing .. maybe something.. anything of no importance to the other person.

So while I wrote this article I was really doin nothing !!!! yayy!

(good improvement)

I hate it wen people use this word "nothing", wen I know sthn is wrong or there is something they dunt wana me to knw .HELLO guys !!! m fine with it :@

OK, i am talkin crap...So define me this NOTHING !!!!

APPLE Bottom Jeans & BOOTS with the fur !!!!

2009-02-21T20:38:00.008+08:00

Thought of sharing this song with you guys,
To be more exact that pic - :D *fonivefa*
Found it kinda funny.. ehhe
Anyways, This one of my very favorite song !!!!
& Its cool !!!
Jahaa jahaaa foohi nuvaa lava ehh ..
YEAH !! ( n remix too...:P)

So ENJOYYYYY de song !!!!! ( volume:100 ah laain )

FLO RIDA FT. T-PAIN LOW -

"IN THE END NOBODY SURVIVES !!!!"

2009-02-19T19:33:00.015+08:00

Ever wondered, wat if there was an eternal life with no-endings??
OK , Some people may wana suicide even now .. :P

I saw my granma dying , yeah it was a painful and an unforgettable moment.
Her last breath..( I still remember )
Yeah , I was NUMB...

What if, a phone call comes today n tell us that someone so dearly and close to us died..

Ever wondered wat would happen then?
Well,Im nt afraid of death or facing it.

When someone we love so dearly dies,
We dunno how t cope with it.
So let mi give u some ideas..

HOW TO COPE WITH DEATH..

1# CRY

"crying is pain leaving the body"

Im nt saying here to "aduga neyy thannah halheyy lavaa kahh !!!''
Wat m trying to say is yeah its good t cry .

Don't bottle up everything,
C'mon we are humans..and there are limits.
You might burst like a water-filled balloon
in midst of nowhere , really.

OK vaane smtms findi viyaz (spcl.guys ingey)
It will gv you some relief. *hugs*

2# NO GUILT

"I feel guilty cz I wsnt there wen she/he needed me most... n bla bla''
C'mon dnt say dat , whatever happened has happened.

Dnt let yourself be a victim of ur own thoughts.

Oh and yeah "NO WHAT IFS!!!" ( anekka butterfly effect ga vaa henn vedhaane) *wink*

3# MEMORIES

"Memory is a way of holding on to things you love, the things you have, things you never want to lose"

Remember the happy moments you had..

Rather than grieving, because it will make things from worse to worser and worsest and finally ICU.(den baakeee thibi meehuun nuroahh vaa... *pchs*)

Sweet memories do make you smile.. :)

Go through their album o just make an album or something like remembrance book o write stuffs in your diary ( - yeah it helps)

4#WISHES

Your loved ones will want you to be happy ofcoz,
they'll nt wana see you sitting or lying in a dark room locked up,

Yeah it would be hard,really, painful but their last wish would be you to face it and still smile.

Being the best you can be, knowing tad they count on you to do so will really help. :D

They wont wana see you going through all the pain and since there are not with you anymore.
You should be strong !!! *spank*

5# TIME

You'll need time and yeah it will take time..

I know its easy for me to say all these ,
but each one of us sometime in life,
now or later we have to face this reality.

The reality that will haunt each one of us.
BUT time will heal it..
it will be painful and will hurt ,
each n every vessels, bones, deep inside the heart,
and affect your mind, your feeling and your life !!!

I hope this teeny weeny little article becomes helpful in your life someway -someday !!! *hugs*

LoVe Z oNLy r FyLiN !!!!

2009-02-14T20:55:00.007+08:00

heyy guys !!!
Itz de so-called loabiverinnn ge dhuvasss..
not det i believe o ever celebratd dz dayy...
I jz wana dedicate umm actually post dz my so-addicted song
t ol de love birds who celebrat dz day .

I must be really love sick these dayzz !! lol
one f my very cloz freind tld dz song z nice...thnx t him n yee here it is...
Its really nice wd de musikk .. neways njoy !!! ;)

"LOVE IS ONLY A FEELING" by THE DARKNESS

The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand

'Cos you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all

Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway

The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed

That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I

Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway, anyway

Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing
(It's here to stay)
'Cos love is only a feeling
Anyway.

Listen

THE BEGINNIG !!!!

2009-02-11T08:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys !!!!

Welcome to my small world ...lol
I am new to blogging ...
So hope you guys wud help me outta here by commenting & watever way you want :)

thanx
Will update my blog soon... taatazzzzzzzzz